May 2012
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maskofroses asked: Love you and your blog! :)
All my friends seem to be going through some kind of depressive state which has resulted in my bedroom wall having a big hole from someone. I’m feeling as if I’ve gone through this like two years early which is kind of comforting but at the same time a gift seems everyone feels as if they can relate to my life experiences, also making me feel as if maybe I’m not as fucked up as I...
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I think this is the first time I’ve stuck to working out at the gym and sticking with the diet/not giving up when you decide to binge eat for a night… It’s been 5 weeks so far, only another year to go and I should be a little happier with my body… On another note I got a job in a hotel kitchen preparing food for about 200 guests which is quite fun/stressful - gives me...
Should probably sleep soon… It’s 2am and just got back from a walk along the beach which was kinda refreshing, despite the rain n’ all but now I’m not tired ;/
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April 2012
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Just finished reading the Divinci Code after making a point of not watching the movie until I finished it… Watched the movie straight after and was massively disappointed :( Think I’ve fell in love with Dan Brown’s writing though, gonna start his ‘The lost Symbol’ book tomorrow… Feel a bit sad that I want to own my own cryptex to store some worldly possessions...
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Another world
Just took a step back in time in my loft. I sat up there for about two hours looking through old photo’s, flicking through crisp articles, inhaling the deep air and reliving old memories.
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Spoke to some old friends yesterday who I haven’t seen properly in about 2 years.. It was weird how they seem to be pretty much the same and don’t appear to have changed much.. I dunno, maybe it was just because they got caught up in how it used to be back then and just wanted to relive the moment… I’m kind glad I got out when I did I think… It was still nice to see...
“I don’t hate people; I just feel better when they’re not around.”
– Charles Buckowski (via jsharkey13)
Anonymous asked: What makes you happy?
Giving up.
mylovewontdie:
I sometimes think “when is it just going to happen?”
Stop looking. Most of the time you find that the thing’s you’re looking for come to you when you’re not looking. Just enjoy your life :)
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There she is again...
I haven’t been able to stop dreaming about her recently but don’t understand how, or why the events that happened.. happened. The whole world has been reset, everyone has died and ten of us have been sent back to earth to start a-fresh. The first significant event that made me write this dream is the fact I felt myself die, usually my body wakes me up before I even get close. I lay...
March 2012
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I’ve noticed the majority of people I follow are American… Since 5 hours ago only five new posts have shown up on my dashboard.
It's Friday ;D
Had a new haircut so feeling fresh, still half dead from the gym like three days ago which just shows how unfit I am now, and the sun is shining! Need to get out and do something but everyone’s at school ;/
Well this is awkward
I hate being socially awkward..
I just make whoever tries talking to me feel awkward which in turn makes the whole conversation (if you could call it that) awkward.
Its as if I have to consciously put the effort in to actually reply to simple questions like: “you alright?”.
The thing is, its not as if I’m a very anti-social person, in fact I’m quite the opposite but...
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Last night was pretty good… I had a performance at a hen party in this elegant back room of a night club which was pretty fun and also woke up to a booking by the bride for her wedding next month which is pretty cool. After that I went straight to some party and reunited with people I hadn’t spoken to in about 2 years which was insane and also made me realise I need to make the effort...
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Distractions...
Arghh this is terrible… I’ve been sat at my laptop since about 3 trying to do these damn essays, although I wouldn’t really say trying as they’re not exactly mentally challenging, just… Dull. It’s all due tomorrow and I’m just sat browsing through posts trying to distract myself. On another note I’m performing at yet more music festivals :) and am...
Anonymous asked: What kind of girls are you attracted to? o.O
Anonymous asked: From your posts, they're great, most especially reflecting the writer.
Anonymous asked: Do you have abs? 'Cause from the pictures I see, you're just too damn hot.
Anonymous asked: Sorry for being rude the last time!
Anonymous asked: So you are not a unicorn, eh? Oh. No wonder, you're just so hot. :) You're a great guy, too!
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Missing Africa
So about 6 months back I visited Africa for animal conservation and ever since I’ve been missing the place, just how it changed my mindset whilst out there and how when technology and life’s little problems were re-introduced to me back here in the UK I realized how insignificant it all was and that it’d be amazing to just live out there knowing you could make a difference, even...
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coconutices asked: Hey :)
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Anonymous asked: Uhm, are you a virgin? :)
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My claim to fame..
So Thursday night I went to see Derren Brown at a theatre which held about three-thousand people. Anyway, half way through he decides to pull a random piece of paper with a confession on which each individual person prior to the show wrote and put into a basket, then, without reading it Derren would figure out what the confession was and then who’s confession it was… Now the...
hotsandsandholdinghishands asked: to answer your question, I'm great. I'm super happy you replied.. :)
“A single day spent doing things which fail to nourish the soul is a day stolen,...”
– Michel Faber (The Crimson Petal and the White) I’m guilty of this…
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I feel bad for not having watched that half hour video to do with Kony and still don’t really understand the whole ‘let’s make him famous’ concept… Shouldn’t it be infamous?
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Feeling totally unorganized today and yet instead of sorting everything out I’m venting through Tumblr instead… Makes sense. Went out for my friends 18th last night which was fun, well until her ex decided to start phoning all of us saying how she’s a slut, etc… But I suppose that’s just the norm in today’s society - no one can really own up to the fact it might...
Anonymous asked: I'm attracted to you although I don't know you. I feel psychotic. You're music taste is so awesome. I fudging love it! (:
Anonymous asked: Do you have a British accent?
Anonymous asked: You're British. That's awesome. What's life like where you live? o.O
Anonymous asked: You're beautiful regardless of what anyone thinks. You may have one of those days where you're feeling down, but a new day is a brighter day. (: I find you insanely gorgeous. If it weren't for the fact that I was living in the United States, I'd probably shout hello if I ever saw you. (:
sheusedtobealovelygirl asked: I see you speak spanish (: Where are you from ?
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Stream of conciousness
I’m way too influenced at times, but the worst part is that I notice it. I’m sat here now, staring at my fish trying to find some kind of inspiration to do some kind of creative writing but nothing’s coming to me and it began to make me think… How much have I change since 2 years ago? Or more to the point, what events have lead me to the mindset I hold now? I was 16 years...
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“There is no exquisite beauty… without some strangeness in the proportion.”
– Edgar Allan Poe (via la-vie-de-lottie)
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Happy
For the last 4 or so years I’ve been trying to weave my way into performing at a music festival called The Bestival and yesterday I finally got the good news saying it was confirmed. As well as this, they do another music festival elsewhere called Camp Bestival, which is also on its way to being confirmed :) Anyone coming?
